Jacob Russell, who for me is a model of both what the artist and the activist should be, this friend of mine whose hands and lips have become life giving, loamy mulch borne of compost, making inhuman adventures and other becoming that can be scarcely understood– one of these days I’ll live up to that model of my gray, bearded friend, to this strange vital energy and affect, in more than writing and will enact what he somehow manages to live all the way down to the fiber of “insignificant” acts such as his cooking and gardening like a strange sort of animated fractal –is reminded of a poem he wrote in response to my recent post on the possibility of an “inhuman” or maybe better yet, “a-human”, or perhaps “poly-actant” ethics and politics I’m very gropingly trying to think and articulate (Lingis– nods to Harman –is going to be crucial here). At any rate, a toast to my inhuman Philadelphia virtual mentor from afar. Here’s the poem (where the poem, coming from poeisis, is among the only artforms that ever existed and is, sadly and ominously, perhaps a dying praxis: This does not bode well for the future of collective existence):
We cannot begin without taking leave
He said when he turned us away
Fire leapt from his tongueInstead, we gathered the names, leaving the animals
Speechless in the forest brakes, the river’s course.
Only now do we understand the nature of our lossWe cannot begin without taking leave
They were more than we could bear, these words.
They grew fruitful and multipliedWe hung them on every bough.
There were not enough trees to hold them.
They fell to the earth like leavesWe cannot begin without taking leave
Our lips are dry with trying
Our fingers sign what we cannot sayHow can we leave
What was never ours to begin with?
How can we ever return what we found
in their burning, silent eyes?Like Nothing in the World
The world is filled with gods
They are like nothing else in the world
This is how you know they are godsThe gods did not make the world
The gods were made by the world
They are more helpless then they have ever beenI asked them if they were once
Like the gods of our storied past
But they did not answerTheir tongues were made of stone
And their teeth of wool
They neither sing nor speakI found them one day searching
For change, but my pockets were empty
Everything now must remain as it wasOnly the world changes
As stars withdraw to the beginning of time
As we found ourselves at the edge of the forestFollowing the animals over the plains
Listening to their lies, their endless
Stories of gods who will not let them be
And here’s the link.
January 21, 2010 at 2:08 am
You make me blush! I wrote that poem a couple of years ago. I find myself reading your posts, and in your thinking (with a discipline and precision beyond me) something that has remained inchoate in my own mind–and there it is! Not a thing I already knew–but an understanding I wasn’t able to realize–and there it is, released!
That you count me as a friend is an honor–it’s more than your abstract thinking that brings me back to Larval Subject–but the integration of human passion into your thinking.
What a marvelous gift this internet thing–that in our conversations an artist can discover the philosopher in the poet, and the philosopher discover… or better, find confirmed, the poet and artist in the philosopher… each strengthened at what I suspect (as your words suggest) we problably each feel as our weakest point–the edge of our competence, what is so much easier to hide in those institutions that divide us into so many labeled functions: physisist, philosopher, poet, accountant, secretary… and then have us all but believing, that’s what we “are.” “I am an x”… when our existence as persons is to be found within the borders of those labels, but on the edge, overflowing… like a child’s coloring book.
May we never stop coloring outside the lines!
Woof!
January 21, 2010 at 2:22 am
… that is, of course.. “when our existence as persons is NOT to be found…
January 21, 2010 at 1:39 pm
“…this friend of mine whose hands and lips have become life giving,…”
Yeah. Jacob’s pretty sweet.
January 24, 2010 at 6:29 pm
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